Pulling me in,
Luring out of the big blue sea.
You've hooked me good.
I flop, helpless to your mercy.
I need air! I cannot breathe!
I'm here, you're there, yet you still affect me.
By a weakling such as you.
Vulnerable to the drug...to THEM...
A drug you deny takes effect.
THEY darken you and turn you against me.
It consumes you right under your nose.
Loyal to THEM no matter what has been said to the heart and the mind.
Your claws sink in deeply;
Tearing me apart from the seams.
From flesh and bone.
Those fangs pierce lulling me.
Draining me dry till I suffocate.
Swaying back and forth into a never ending charismatic dance.
I tumble, I fall, never getting back up.
I lay there only having time to think of the "wrongs" and "what ifs".
It's a blur,
What had been,
What was never there,
What was needed never came;
A broken harmony going out of tune.
Useless thoughts undergo endlessly.
Thick and black with doubt and fear.
With possible false hopes of the positive.